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Yes I wanted to be a writer ( an author), I was totally in my dreams of my future being brighter; Only two of my close friends knew and I love writing, But it was not so easy to be a writer; For my dreams from inside I was still fighting........ ✍️ - Shivani B S Bisht

And then I was grown up, Yes I was still doing flirt; It was up to me which path I have to go, But slowly I stop going on a wrong track, What's my new version of life I needed to show; This was my graduation life to move towards goals and success, To see my dreams getting complete my hard work needed and access............  ✍️ - Shivani B S Bisht

Social media where we meet new people/strangers, Sometimes it's helpful a bit or sometimes it have so many dangers; We try to find friends, lovers or flirting relations, But in the world of internet connecting to strangers or friends or being in any kind of unusual relation need some patience; Today's generation is totally sinking in it, Either it can destroy the generation or make it......... ✍️ - Shivani B S Bisht

It's all about flirting nowadays, If we flirt then we are considered as a toy or a slut; And if we don't then we are considered as a dirt; Even if we flirt with many, they will just use, And if we neglect any one of them then they abuse; Why are we just by our physical need, What we have to do or want to do I need to do with whom to do is our choice, We are not a toy or stuff to be played for their nasty greed............. ✍️ - Shivani B S Bisht

I was so OUTDATED in style, work, knowledge and dressing, My thoughts and questions always used to be different, Today's youth to be advance meant you need to have physical contact with a friend or a lover; And this is the big questions for outdated people been asked frequently; Being ADVANCED in those stuffs was quite aggressing........ ✍️ - Shivani B S Bisht

I I was broken for one and half year but still was enjoying, I am still getting bullied by that tag and also bullied in past; In starting I tried to convince everyone who hated me, But now time change I changed know people who hated me are jealous and they should be; I am living happily after keeping aside my past, My bestie who understands me, know me, and my family and dreams are the only that matters for me last.............. ✍️ - Shivani B S Bisht

I was just 14 when I was tagged with the name of characterless in people's mind, People having sex with more than two to three people just me as I did some crime; Rumours about me made me prostitute in the imagination, But nobody tried to listen my clarification; I wanted to clarify the reality and show my attribute, But judging blindly animal is humans attribution............ ✍️ - Shivani B S Bisht

My past friendships and relationships made me feel so disgraced, I can't explain by words that how much disrespect, unimportance and worthlessness I had faced; I wanted to make most beautiful and memorable moments of my life, But then I learnt many life lessons from that worst phase.............. ✍️ - Shivani B S Bisht

I was 17 when I found my love and thought that it was an attraction, But that was a sign to me move towards the love's direction; I thought I will forget that guy afterwards, But slowly - slowly I fell in love with him madly like a nerd............. ✍️ - Shivani B S Bisht

Sometimes my anger gets worse, When it's totally out of limit that becomes a curse; That's your choice you want to sink in the disastrous sea, Or you have to plea to me; I stay silent and never vent my frustration and anger on others, Cause when someone gets mad at you for no reason I know how it bothers.............. ✍️ - Shivani B S Bisht

I am now an introvert a bit, I just want to stay in mountains and flit; I tried hard to trust many of friends, But now I can't be in relation of friends, love or family that easily ends............. ✍️ - Shivani B S Bisht

It's not my fault that I am short, so please don't yell at me, It's not my fault that I am fat, so please don't yell at me, It's not my fault that I don't look so gorgeous, so please don't yell at me; Don't yell at me to hate myself, Don't yell at me to prove right yourself, I am perfect from inside, I am not worthless, Please don't yell at me.............. ✍️ - Shivani B S Bisht

it's quite hard to forget about it, The boring teachers but the interesting friends beside your seat; In 3rd std I was in a new school got a such great friend circle, Cheating in exams, incomplete notes, in the lots of chuckles; Punishment was now daily routine for my friends and me, I miss that the first girl I talked, still so close are we..................

I was getting older, I was in 2nd std in my first school; I have so many friends and cute memories too, Forgetting and losing my stuff, tiffin and water bottle was now a habit; When I miss  and then imagine those moment I can smell feel and recognise those fluffy chabi cute faces of kids.................... ✍️ - Shivani B S Bisht

I was too young to learn the meaning of love, I was too young to understand the tactics of the world; I was not shoulder to get mature enough, And I was too young but still I force myself to get into love with; Age of 13 man hormones change and even the world pushes you in a wrong path............... ✍️ - Shivani B S Bisht

Someday my tears had informed me to stay cautious, Someday my tears had accompanied me in my bad times; And....... Someday my tears may stop falling, Someday my tear may stop telling my feelings and emotions to someone...... ✍️ - Shivani B S Bisht

People say why to have heartburn with someone you love, need or want  You have one life so forgive them and move on; I mean this so complicated, Someone pissed you off and you should forgive them cause you get just one life, Why don't they think we have one life so they should not do so; Sometimes its better to fly away... ✍️ - Shivani B S Bisht