Feels the heart 💓

Trough misty woods so dark and deep, Where fading echoes softly weep. The snow clad trees in silence stand, Whispering tales of a distant land. Yet magic hums in winds unknown, Calling me where the lost have flown.

A slight change in my behaviour I saw, Is there a real magic happening, Or is it just my brain and  heart's flaw; The more he repels the more I am attracted, From his nature to his body, The more he tempts me the more I'm distracted; Am I in love, cuz I feel the butterflies, What if it's a love from my past life, If he'll love me back, definitely our hearts will reunify....

In the pages of memories, we wrote our story bright, But suddenly, those pages turned blank, memories fading from sight. Life feels so empty when the one who loved you forgets, What is the meaning of life when love turns to regrets? What lies ahead, our fate unknown, In this void, we stand alone. But in this emptiness, we must find our way, To turn the page and face a new day.

We ruined ourselves, indulging whims, Had a great fondness for carefree whims.  Found real life boring and mundane,  Had a strong desire to live life to the brim. Made many foolish mistakes along the way,  It was now crucial to stop ourselves,  Reached a point where self-restraint was needed,  Now feared the recklessness of the past. The effort is still ongoing,  Not sure which path we've gotten stuck on,  Now there's a great obsession with improvement.

She is mesmerizing, She is exciting, She looks crazy but terrifying. When she sees something cute, Her icy heart melts. Short tempered but apologizing, Her beauty can be seen but also can be felt.

Do you sleep late or sleepless through the night, Or perhaps, like me, you're a lover of silent nights, Where wishes come true as soon as the eyes close tight, And when you wake up, fears of the reality take flight.

  A single drop of rain didn't even descend, And yet all memories, they haunt without end. Sleep, throughout the night, has flown away, Only feelings speak, words they convey. The heart trembles, patience wears thin, Unknown why, a storm brews within. Breath held still, by some unseen force, Swift heartbeats echo, charting the course.

She looked at him without blinking, Into the deep sea of her eyes, he was sinking.    Like a drowning ship, a tear of emotions fell from her eye, By the world of expectations both of them were hypnotized.  

The last meet🤝, The last time I heard his heartbeat 💓. The last fight💪👊, On the last day we had one last biryani bite🍛 . The last hug🤗🫂, The last kiss😚💋, Made me forever to miss🥺. The last tears falling out of my eyes 👀, The last time we apologized for our lies🙇🙏. The last love making👩‍❤️‍💋‍👨💕, That’s everything what I’ll be missing😶‍🌫️😖. With the last cry😢😭, It was our last goodbye 🙋‍♀️🙋‍♂️👋

The wild beast's heartbeat indulged in her perfume❤️, His stunning brown eyes 👀 destroyed the beautiful phoenix's heart's gloom. To him she dressed incomplete 👠🪞 without her perfume, Her fragrance speaks to his heart 💜 Starring his breathtaking eyes, would melt her heart in every blink and every beat💓.

Today i got a call from my inner voice, Said, daydreaming is not a good choice; She asked me! whether i am happy in my fairy tale or not? I said, I am happy cause as much as I search for my Prince, In a wild flower's forest i am always lost; She again asked! who is he? I don't know him, i replied I never saw him but he is still in my dream, He is just made for me; I asked her do you know that everytime I fall asleep he comes to me, Whispers in my ears that i am his fighter ship and he is my hazardous sea.

My new life had called me now, This city of love is really wow; The shining crescent moon I saw today, Made me think of my PRINCE anyway; I can't get away from him, He is always in my mind and dreams........

Now I am in love with chai, While having it I smile and shy; The reason is a secret between you and me, Sometimes I'm in love with everything that I see; The flourish mountain and wavy river, The crazy sky and burning fire; Listening to old songs alone, Just me, tea and songs on my phone.........

It's been a couple of weeks, I wrote something; I don't know exactly what stage, I am standing; Sometimes I am together with people, But sometimes I am all alone; Sometimes I am kiddish and crazy, Sometimes I am quiet, mature and grown.........

Yes I wanted to be a writer ( an author), I was totally in my dreams of my future being brighter; Only two of my close friends knew and I love writing, But it was not so easy to be a writer; For my dreams from inside I was still fighting........ ✍️ - Shivani B S Bisht

And then I was grown up, Yes I was still doing flirt; It was up to me which path I have to go, But slowly I stop going on a wrong track, What's my new version of life I needed to show; This was my graduation life to move towards goals and success, To see my dreams getting complete my hard work needed and access............  ✍️ - Shivani B S Bisht

Social media where we meet new people/strangers, Sometimes it's helpful a bit or sometimes it have so many dangers; We try to find friends, lovers or flirting relations, But in the world of internet connecting to strangers or friends or being in any kind of unusual relation need some patience; Today's generation is totally sinking in it, Either it can destroy the generation or make it......... ✍️ - Shivani B S Bisht

It's all about flirting nowadays, If we flirt then we are considered as a toy or a slut; And if we don't then we are considered as a dirt; Even if we flirt with many, they will just use, And if we neglect any one of them then they abuse; Why are we just by our physical need, What we have to do or want to do I need to do with whom to do is our choice, We are not a toy or stuff to be played for their nasty greed............. ✍️ - Shivani B S Bisht

I was so OUTDATED in style, work, knowledge and dressing, My thoughts and questions always used to be different, Today's youth to be advance meant you need to have physical contact with a friend or a lover; And this is the big questions for outdated people been asked frequently; Being ADVANCED in those stuffs was quite aggressing........ ✍️ - Shivani B S Bisht

I I was broken for one and half year but still was enjoying, I am still getting bullied by that tag and also bullied in past; In starting I tried to convince everyone who hated me, But now time change I changed know people who hated me are jealous and they should be; I am living happily after keeping aside my past, My bestie who understands me, know me, and my family and dreams are the only that matters for me last.............. ✍️ - Shivani B S Bisht